Hai Hai!
I hope everyone had a day full of love, and chocolate, and happiness, and self-satisfaction. I get to enjoy that when the bf comes down tomorrow. So it's a late Valentine's Day for me but I'm not complaining. I'm quite excited. almost 3 years and yet, I am always so happy to see him.
We get to go out for dinner (which we haven't done in so long), maybe go see a movie, then we get to go partying afterwards, and get to go collapse in a comfy bed and snuggle up together.
So how bout that snow?!?
13 inches here!!
I went sledding with some friends down a freakishly steep hill that had us sledding across the middle of the road. Yeah, such risk takers we are. But really, there weren't any cars on the road so we really didn't give a crap. I felt like a kid once again! I even went airborne for a few seconds...but the wipeout kind of hurt.
School was cancelled the next day, so the University had an ultimate snowball fight!
Oh my god it was freakin AMAZING!! We all lined up, had snowballs ready, and charged towards the middle and unleashed hell!! I'm surprised I didn't get a snowball to the face, but I did get people in the face, legs, etc. Oh yeah, my aim is that good.
So I am thinking about getting a tattoo...a few actually but not big ones. It's something that's been on my mind for quite a few months now and I am really hoping to get it done soon but I'm still thinking about ways to make sure it's something I would really appreciate. I am thinking about getting my adoption date, in Chinese, going down my spinal chord. Not all the way down in the middle. Another tattoo would be my birthday in Roman Numerals either on my ribcage, forearm, base of my neck (back), or right shoulder. I'm still thinking about that, but I'm dead sure on the Chinese adoption date.
I have been recently obsessed with looking at cityscapes (especially at night) and I really wish I could jump on a plane and go to those locations! I mean really, it's freaking gorgeous looking at these kind of things! I wanna be there noooooooww!!
I've been this way for quite some time since school has been closed for two days and now it's the weekend. It's been to a point where I would be chilling in my panda sweatshirt, wearing shorts or comfy leggings (I wish I could just chill in my sweatshirt and underwear but my roommate stayed for the weekend and I can't do that in front of her), wearing my glasses since I can get sooo lazy to the point where I don't want to put my contacts in, watching Netflix, Hulu, YouTube, scrolling through Facebook, tweeting on Twitter, cannot separate from Tumblr, blogging on a Blog I created, taking pictures or going through Instagram, reading things off of BuzzFeed, DailyMail, Reddit, The Huffington Post, etc., while sipping on a nice cup of lemonade and sometimes a warm coffee from Starbucks. It feels so nice to have a break instead of always being on my toes and worrying about homework all the time.
I'd figure I'd leave off with a little words of advice and hopefully something that'll help along the way! Life isn't always going to have a straight path to happiness. You have to walk down the road, come across a few bumps and cracks here and there, and maybe even take a detour to find something better. Life will have downsides and it's your choice to let it determine how the rest of your life will turn out.
Strength is something that everyone has, it just takes some time to gather up the courage, look deep inside, and realize what your dreams and desire are, and get back on your own two feet and continue down that road. I've been helping so many people out this semester because they don't know what to do or they don't know where to start to help themselves. Just look inside yourself and tell yourself you can get through this. It's merely a small bump in my life and it won't be something that'll be affecting me.
Some things to keep in mind:
Smile. Waking up in a bad mood will immediately affect your day.
Find the good in people. Don't be quick to judge because you never know if they'll become a close friend or not if you don't give them the chance.
Do something. Don't be wallowing in your own sorrow and hoping that someone will come lift you up in their arms and carry all of your troubles away. YOU have to be the one that's strong enough to carry yourself through the dark times. People will help you, but only to a certain extent. It is YOU who determines the outcome of it and giving up is just an easy way out. Do things that you enjoy whether it be drawing, listening to your favorite music, working out, hanging with friends, etc. Do something and don't be throwing all of your troubles on others. You never know if they're going through their own internal battles.
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And find something positive everyday!!!!
That's about it for this journal! I hope you guys are doing well and live life to it's fullest!
"The best thing about the future is that it comes one day at a time." ~ Abraham Lincoln
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